Chaos

it's out of the blue

the war between the crew.

the decisions they blew

make me almost in gloom.

i've been wearing my heart on my sleeve,

saying and writing words all night long,

and feeling my heart beat.

chaos came, where did i go wrong ?

i make my head spiral,

i make my heart bizarre.

they clash and smash,

they fight . this is war!

mind's been blocking me

to say the words.

mind nailed my tongue.

i know it hurts.

heart is distracted

with thoughts of my mind.

but core keeps writing,

silence keeps alive.

it looks there's a fire in me.

mind is water, heart is kerosene.

i wanted to run away,

but scene prisoned me.

i'm turning gray.

i am paralyzed

coz' of war inside.

breathe in and out...

i'm not in safe in sound!

i'm on the fence

facing the chaos.

i make my fingers crossed

for someday to know the way

to break the fence.

art of chaos(abstract)