Say I'm Tongue Tied

i just wanna say something.

something can make me scream,

something can make me sing

and something that can make my heart string.

i am musically insane,

i've been saying it alone

before i sleep and i go.

saying over again and just the same.

i've been saying it with closing eyes.

the intense feeling inside,

makes me do to break a lie.

that made me blind.

i've been praying for

one day to leave the floor.

for the words to fly high

and kiss the sky.

that's why i've been writing for you

coz i can't say what i need to say.

i would just run away

with the words and say it over without you.

time moves faster

do i have the time to say better?

should i never say never?

can i be a better soldier?

i guess i'm loosing...

for i can't say it so.

and if i say,

I'd rather feel your 'No'

it could be beyond my control

hope you understand me.

but i made up my mind.

"I am tongue tied".