continue my felings for you or end it up ?

a cold weather, tonight I'm outta my mind
i'm thinking of you everyday and night
there's a question to answer that i can't find
a question that bothers, this can't be right !

I just want you to know that i'm confused right now
it's like I'm looking myself in a bizarre crowd
what will I do , i can't speak so loud
I want you to ask personally, bu how ?

"pildi naka" on of my friend said,
"hmm.. no I won't!" I said.
I'm now asking myself  "why?"
and I answered myself  "I don't know why"

I've been trying to set myself fee, jst to be happy,
i'm hinking for the possible answer, there are many.
there's only one question that bothers me,
a question that has its story

sometimes, i'm thinking that I'm weak
i'm confused with my feeling, so freak !
the question is already given, so big !
the question is in the tittle of this poem

yea right, the best answer is my answer
but, i'm confused to answer
your answr is my beat option.
id wait for your answer ...